Every year around this time, I start looking for miracles. For instance, its a major miracle if all the lights on our Christmas tree work right out of the box. Its a minor miracle if they dont work and I can fix them.
This year
no miracle.
When we put up our tree, one set, right there near the top, simply refused to light. I changed the bulbs, swapped the fuses, even shook it once or twice. OK, I shook it once to try to fix it; once just out of frustration. Nothing.
But because the bulbs are built in, it was either use it or get a new tree. We chose to use it, bending some of the lighted branches up, others down, trying to hide the dark spot.
It doesnt quite succeed. And our Christmas tree, though blazing with lights, has a spot where darkness reigns. My wifewho is usually better at these things than Iput that in perspective: Its OK; people have dark spots, too. Shes right, of course.
But recognizing the darkness thats part of our lives is a major element of what Christianityand maybe especially our Christmas celebrationis all about.
Sometimes, in all the peripherals of the Christmas season, in the lights and the tree, the shopping and the parties, its easy to forget the heart of the season.
And no, its not just the child in the manger.
Christmas prepares us for the adult Jesus, the Jesus who explodes into our lives with a cry for justice.
At its heart, Christmas isnt about cows mooing or little boys drumming. Or a pretty snow scene with Santa, the elves and gifts. Instead, its the beginning of a story of honesty, of equality, of respect, of challenge.
When the holidays are overwhen the decorations are put away, when the broken toys are tossed out, when the darkness of January settles back inChristmas is supposed to have somehow changed us.
I believe people really want to be changed. In our hearts, we all want to be better
better parents, better believers, better people.
How can we change? Yes, each of us has a dark spot. But just as important this Christmasespecially for us as believerswe have to recognize theres darkness in our lives, no matter how sunshiny a day.
Lukes Gospel, which were reading in this scriptural cycle, is called the Gospel of the Poorwith good reason. It challenges those of us who have enough to remember that people, across the street and across the globe, live in darkness.
Its the darkness of not enough food. Its the darkness of not enough clothing, not enough shelter, not enough medicine. And, worst of all, its the darkness of not enough hope.
No, this is definitely not the Christmas story were used to hearing. But its why we prepare in Advent to welcome at Christmas a holy child who became a holy man who proclaimed a Gospel that forces us to look into that darkness.
If we cant eliminate all the darkness, cant feed all the hungry, cant shelter all the homelessand we really cant, not alonethen, by God, we can find a way to bring hope. Even if just a little.
Tonight, when night falls, disconnect just one string of lights on your Christmas tree, or one string of lights around your front door. See the dark spot. Dont fix it. Instead, this Christmas, be changed. Find a way to conquer the darkness in even just one life.
Finally, from the homes of those of us who minister at The Catholic New World, to your homes, may you have a happy, and prayerful, Christmas.